I would be a lesser person if you had never been a part of my life.
Right now I feel the urge to cry,
that pressure that settles in the breast bone.
But I won't,
because I would rather remember
all the joy you brought me.
You taught me so much about how to live -
with a smile
I have a feeling I will spend the rest of my life,
trying to accomplish what you did in only 11.
You are so precious little brother.